quan|dary

i just wrote and erased. wrote and erased. wrote and erased a few times.

outlining the straightest lines to just give way
to me desecrating the front of my giving.
perpetuating my doubt.
without
the form of an original shape.
shielding a voice unlike another.
so afraid to hear.
whatever it is i have to say.

i have to settle the blame. i have to forgive the means.
i have to settle the blame. i have to forgive the means.
i have to settle the blame. i have to forgive the means.
i have to settle the blame. i have to forgive the means that got me here.
knowing once i stood there. and lived out a lie. i told myself. to sleep.

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